nowadays, I'm into this website...
it's called http://www.gaiaonline.com/
its an online world were you can chat with other gaians (thats what you call the people in it) and add them up as your friends...you will create an avatar, and that avatar will roam around the virtual world where you can also see other people controlling their own avatars...
I'm playing this game by now, and i'm gonna tell you, its really FANTASTIC!! I already meet friends from different countries. And some of them are from my country...it is a really fun game! But, I'm not endorsing this game or something...I will share you this experience of mine that happened in gaiaonline..
I'm with my friends that day, we rent computers in a computer shop and the three of us were playing gaiaonline. All of us were thrilled because it is the first time that the three of us would be playing in a virtual world. I dragged them into this game because I'm sure they would enjoy it. Well, for a girl like us, adventure is always a game!! Going back, I met this boy avatar and I'll just call him Fled. He's sitting under a tree and when I approach him, we just introduced each other, and I learn that he is from Carribean and that he is 18 yrs old! God! He's older than me for I am only 14 yrs old...but, because I am interested in knowing him, I lied and just said that I am turning sixteen...we talk and talk, we share interests...I thought he was a writer because he can really play with words...he says I flatter him, and that made me proud...I don't want to flatter him, you know...Im just telling him my impression of him...
Time pass, I didn't even recognized that I am playing for over 3 hours!! I dont want to go but I have to...I didn't tell him first that I really need to go, then a while later, he tell me that he needs to rests because its 4:30 am in his country and its 4:30 pm in my country...so when we parted, we exchange hugs (through words) and we promised that we will meet again soon in gaia....we cant meet physically because his country is way too far for me, I can't afford a passport, you know?!!
The next day, me and my friends chat about what happened the day before...my friends were thrilled for me and they tell me they want to meet this Fled guy...I said it was OK for me but deep inside me, I really dont want to, because I'm afraid that maybe, Fled would be interested in my friends...but I didn't tell them that...I really love his personality..I like writers because they can play with words and they can really tell what they feel through words...my friend told me that I am nuts...how can I fall in love with someone I dont know that long? And I dont even see this person...I keep telling him that knowing his personality is enough for me...so in other words, I didn't follow her advice....
So that day, I rent again another computer and logged in to gaia and found out that he is also logged in...so I send him a message, asking him where he is (even though I already knew where he was, because he is also where I was), and he replied...a reply I didn't expected. He told me that he was with someone and that this girl is very depressed...what a neat lie...how could he tell that to me, when I can clearly see him in the screen, flirting (well not actually flirting as in flirting) with the girl...I was so shocked by what I see so I moved to another town, and there, I waited for myself to calm down..I really feel low and broken and played...I feel like a loser....
I dont know what happened next...I want to punch him in the face (if only I could do that!!)...next thing I know, he sent me a message (maybe the girl dumped him) asking me where I was...I didnt reply..then the message was followed by another....then another, and another....he send me a total of 7 messages that time...and I didnt reply...I fight the urge to reply to his message...he was asking me if I was busy, if I'm with someone, if I have a problem, what's the matter to me, why didn't I reply....ugh! I'm so fed up to him....I didn't reply to him...
I dont want to hear anymore of his lies...I dont want to ask him if the girl he was with was flirting with him...I wouldnt want to look so desperate...and I dont want to look like a jealous girlfriend...
I just didnt talk to him...
So now, do you think it is safe to fall in love with someone else's personality???
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